Lyt når som helst, hvor som helst

Dyk ned i over 1 million e- og lydbøger samt podcasts.

  • Over 1 million titler
  • Eksklusive titler + Mofibo Originals
  • Download og nyd titler offline
  • Opsig når som helst
Prøv nu
Cover for As Needed for Pain: A Memoir of Addiction

As Needed for Pain: A Memoir of Addiction

2 Bedømmelse

2.5

Længde
6T 20M
Sprog
Engelsk
Format
Kategori

Biografier

In the vein of Mary Karr’s Lit, Augusten Burroughs’ Dry and Sarah Hepola’s Blackout, As Needed for Pain is a raw and riveting—and often wryly funny—addiction memoir from one of New York media’s most accomplished editors which explores his never-before-told story of opioid addiction and the drastic impact it had on his life and career.

Dan Peres wasn’t born to be a media insider. As an awkward, magic-obsessed adolescent, nothing was further from his reality than the catwalks of Paris or the hallways of glossy magazine publishers. A gifted writer and shrewd cultural observer, Peres eventually took the leap—even when it meant he had to fake a sense of belonging in a new world of famed fashion designers, celebrities, and some of media’s biggest names. But he had a secret: opiates.

Peres’s career as an editor at W magazine and Details is well known, but little is known about his private life as a high-functioning drug addict. In As Needed for Pain, Peres lays bare for the first time the extent of his drug use—at one point a 60-pill-a-day habit.

By turns humorous and gripping, Peres’s story is a cautionary coming-of-age tale filled with unforgettable characters and breathtaking brushes with disaster. But the heart of the book is his journey from outsider to insecure insider, what it took to get him there, and how he found his way back from a killing addiction.

As Needed for Pain offers a rare glimpse into New York media’s past—a time when print magazines mattered—and a rarefied world of wealth, power, and influence. It is also a brilliant, shocking dissection of a life teetering on the edge of destruction, and what it took to pull back from the brink.

© 2020 Harper (Lydbog): 9780062892317
© 2020 Harper (E-bog): 9780062693488

Udgivelsesdato

Lydbog: 11. februar 2020
E-bog: 11. februar 2020

Andre kan også lide...

  1. I Just Wanted to Save My Family: A Memoir
    I Just Wanted to Save My Family: A Memoir Stéphan Pélissier
  2. Crooked Smile: What It Took to Escape a Decade of Homelessness, Addiction, & Crime
    Crooked Smile: What It Took to Escape a Decade of Homelessness, Addiction, & Crime Jared Klickstein
  3. Now Everyone Will Know: The Perfect Husband, His Shattering Secret, My Rediscovered Life
    Now Everyone Will Know: The Perfect Husband, His Shattering Secret, My Rediscovered Life Maggie Kneip
  4. Time Is All We Have: Four Weeks at the Betty Ford Center
    Time Is All We Have: Four Weeks at the Betty Ford Center Barnaby Conrad
  5. Genealogy of a Murder: Four Generations, Three Families, One Fateful Night
    Genealogy of a Murder: Four Generations, Three Families, One Fateful Night Lisa Belkin
  6. American Injustice: Inside Stories from the Underbelly of the Criminal Justice System
    American Injustice: Inside Stories from the Underbelly of the Criminal Justice System David S. Rudolf
  7. A Life with Ghosts
    A Life with Ghosts Steve Gonsalves
  8. Don't Count Me Out: A Baltimore Dope Fiend's Miraculous Recovery
    Don't Count Me Out: A Baltimore Dope Fiend's Miraculous Recovery Rafael Alvarez
  9. Cat Tale: The Wild, Weird Battle to Save the Florida Panther
    Cat Tale: The Wild, Weird Battle to Save the Florida Panther Craig Pittman
  10. So-Called Normal: A Memoir of Family, Depression and Resilience
    So-Called Normal: A Memoir of Family, Depression and Resilience Mark Henick
  11. The Corn Raid: A Story of the Jamestown Settlement
    The Corn Raid: A Story of the Jamestown Settlement James Lincoln Collier
  12. The Brother You Choose: Paul Coates and Eddie Conway Talk about Life, Politics, and the Revolution
    The Brother You Choose: Paul Coates and Eddie Conway Talk about Life, Politics, and the Revolution Susie Day
  13. The Vanishing at Smokestack Hollow: A Missing Family, a Desperate Plan, an Unsolved Mystery
    The Vanishing at Smokestack Hollow: A Missing Family, a Desperate Plan, an Unsolved Mystery Jake Anderson
  14. The Evil Hours: A Biography of Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
    The Evil Hours: A Biography of Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder David J. Morris
  15. Inconceivable: A Medical Mistake, the Baby We Couldn't Keep, and Our Choice to Deliver the Ultimate Gift
    Inconceivable: A Medical Mistake, the Baby We Couldn't Keep, and Our Choice to Deliver the Ultimate Gift Carolyn Savage, Sean Savage
  16. Don't Forget Me: A Lifeline of HOPE for Those Touched by Substance Abuse and Addiction
    Don't Forget Me: A Lifeline of HOPE for Those Touched by Substance Abuse and Addiction Steve M. Grant
  17. It Calls You Back: An Odyssey through Love, Addiction, Revolutions, a
    It Calls You Back: An Odyssey through Love, Addiction, Revolutions, a Luis J. Rodriguez
  18. The Unveiling: A Mother's Reflection on Murder, Grief, and Trial Life
    The Unveiling: A Mother's Reflection on Murder, Grief, and Trial Life Ruth Markel
  19. Killing Season: A Paramedic's Dispatches from the Front Lines of the Opioid Epidemic
    Killing Season: A Paramedic's Dispatches from the Front Lines of the Opioid Epidemic Peter Canning
  20. Flim-Flam Man: The Memoir That Inspired Flag Day
    Flim-Flam Man: The Memoir That Inspired Flag Day Jennifer Vogel
  21. Principal Suspect: The True Story of Dr. Jay Smith and the Main Line Murders, Updated and Expanded: The True Story of Dr. Jay Smith and the Main Line Murders Family
    Principal Suspect: The True Story of Dr. Jay Smith and the Main Line Murders, Updated and Expanded: The True Story of Dr. Jay Smith and the Main Line Murders Family William C. Costopoulos
  22. Sonita: My Fight Against Tyranny and My Escape to Freedom
    Sonita: My Fight Against Tyranny and My Escape to Freedom Sonita Alizada
  23. The Boys in the Bunkhouse: Servitude and Salvation in the Heartland
    The Boys in the Bunkhouse: Servitude and Salvation in the Heartland Dan Barry
  24. Epilogue: A Memoir
    Epilogue: A Memoir Anne Roiphe
  25. Where the Devil Don’t Stay: Traveling the South with the Drive-By Truckers
    Where the Devil Don’t Stay: Traveling the South with the Drive-By Truckers Stephen Deusner
  26. Mulligan
    Mulligan Michael Corrigan
  27. Fighting Time
    Fighting Time Amy Banks, Isaac Knapper
  28. The Crate: A Story of War, a Murder, and Justice
    The Crate: A Story of War, a Murder, and Justice Deborah Vadas Levison
  29. Daughter of the Heartland: My Ode to the Country that Raised Me
    Daughter of the Heartland: My Ode to the Country that Raised Me Joni Ernst
  30. The End of Her: Racing Against Alzheimer's to Solve a Murder
    The End of Her: Racing Against Alzheimer's to Solve a Murder Wayne Hoffman
  31. SMiLE - The Rise, Fall and Resurrection of Brian Wilson
    SMiLE - The Rise, Fall and Resurrection of Brian Wilson David Leaf
  32. The Hearsts: Father and Son
    The Hearsts: Father and Son William Randolph Hearst Jr.
  33. Where You'll Find Me: Risk, Decisions, and the Last Climb of Kate Matrosova
    Where You'll Find Me: Risk, Decisions, and the Last Climb of Kate Matrosova Ty Gagne
  34. Betrayal
    Betrayal The Investigative Staff of the Boston Globe
  35. Mobile Home: A Memoir in Essays
    Mobile Home: A Memoir in Essays Megan Harlan
  36. My Hijacking: A Personal History of Forgetting and Remembering
    My Hijacking: A Personal History of Forgetting and Remembering Martha Hodes
  37. A Broken Tree: How DNA Exposed a Family’s Secrets
    A Broken Tree: How DNA Exposed a Family’s Secrets Stephen F. Anderson
  38. Never Far from Home: My Journey from Brooklyn to Hip Hop, Microsoft, and the Law
    Never Far from Home: My Journey from Brooklyn to Hip Hop, Microsoft, and the Law Bruce Jackson
  39. After the Fire: A True Story of Friendship and Survival
    After the Fire: A True Story of Friendship and Survival Robin Gaby Fisher
  40. Vengeance Is Mine: The Mountain Meadows Massacre and Its Aftermath
    Vengeance Is Mine: The Mountain Meadows Massacre and Its Aftermath Barbara Jones Brown, Richard E. Turley
  41. America Anonymous: Eight Addicts in Search of a Life
    America Anonymous: Eight Addicts in Search of a Life Benoit Denizet-Lewis
  42. Into the Night: A Year with the Police
    Into the Night: A Year with the Police Matt Lloyd-Rose
  43. Concrete Carnival
    Concrete Carnival Danner Darcleight
  44. The Death Gap: How Inequality Kills
    The Death Gap: How Inequality Kills David A. Ansell
  45. Saving Tarboo Creek: One Family's Quest to Heal the Land: One Family’s Quest to Heal the Land
    Saving Tarboo Creek: One Family's Quest to Heal the Land: One Family’s Quest to Heal the Land Scott Freeman
  46. No Way to Treat a Child: How the Foster Care System, Family Courts, and Racial Activists Are Wrecking Young Lives
    No Way to Treat a Child: How the Foster Care System, Family Courts, and Racial Activists Are Wrecking Young Lives Naomi Schaefer Riley
  47. Rumors of God: Experience the Kind of Faith You've Only Heard About
    Rumors of God: Experience the Kind of Faith You've Only Heard About Darren Whitehead, Jon Tyson
  48. The Drop: How the Most Addictive Sport Can Help Us Understand Addiction and Recovery
    The Drop: How the Most Addictive Sport Can Help Us Understand Addiction and Recovery Thad Ziolkowski
  49. Fooling with the Amish: Amish Mafia, Entertaining Fakery, and the Evolution of Reality TV
    Fooling with the Amish: Amish Mafia, Entertaining Fakery, and the Evolution of Reality TV Dirk Eitzen
  50. Mysteries of the National Parks: 35 Stories of Baffling Disappearances, Unexplained Phenomena, and More
    Mysteries of the National Parks: 35 Stories of Baffling Disappearances, Unexplained Phenomena, and More Mike Bezemek
  51. 14 Days: A Mother, A Daughter, A Two Week Goodbye
    14 Days: A Mother, A Daughter, A Two Week Goodbye Lisa Goich
  52. Rights and Freedoms in Peril: An Investigative Report on the Left's Attack on America
    Rights and Freedoms in Peril: An Investigative Report on the Left's Attack on America Tom Fitton
  53. Prostitutes and Polygamists: A Look at Love, Old Testament Style
    Prostitutes and Polygamists: A Look at Love, Old Testament Style David T. Lamb
  54. The Unquiet Grave: The FBI and the Struggle for the Soul of Indian Country
    The Unquiet Grave: The FBI and the Struggle for the Soul of Indian Country Steve Hendricks
  55. All Bleeding Stops: Life and Death in the Trauma Unit
    All Bleeding Stops: Life and Death in the Trauma Unit Stephen M. Cohn
  56. A Stone of Hope: A Memoir
    A Stone of Hope: A Memoir Jim St. Germain, Jon Sternfeld
  57. The Reason for Tears: A Memoir
    The Reason for Tears: A Memoir Tony Weedor
  58. The Lowcountry Murder of Gwendolyn Elaine Fogle: A Cold Case Solved
    The Lowcountry Murder of Gwendolyn Elaine Fogle: A Cold Case Solved Lieutenant Rita Y. Shuler, Retired Special Agent, SC Law Enforcement
  59. When I Passed the Statue of Liberty I Became Black
    When I Passed the Statue of Liberty I Became Black Harry Edward
  60. A Brave Face: Two Cultures, Two Families, and the Iraqi Girl Who Bound Them Together
    A Brave Face: Two Cultures, Two Families, and the Iraqi Girl Who Bound Them Together Barbara Marlowe, Teeba Furat Marlowe
  61. About Canada: Disability Rights: 2nd Edition
    About Canada: Disability Rights: 2nd Edition Deborah Stienstra
  62. The Prince of the City: Giuliani, New York, and the Genius of American Life
    The Prince of the City: Giuliani, New York, and the Genius of American Life Fred Siegel
  63. American Apartheid: Segregation and the Making of the Underclass
    American Apartheid: Segregation and the Making of the Underclass Nancy A. Denton, Douglas S. Massey
  64. Maria Montessori's Philosophy: Following the Child
    Maria Montessori's Philosophy: Following the Child Patrick R. Frierson
  65. Pipestone: My Life in an Indian Boarding School
    Pipestone: My Life in an Indian Boarding School Laurence M. Hauptman, Adam Fortunate Eagle
  66. The Storm: One Voice from the AIDS Generation
    The Storm: One Voice from the AIDS Generation Christopher Zyda
  67. Sisters and Rebels: A Struggle for the Soul of America
    Sisters and Rebels: A Struggle for the Soul of America Jacquelyn Dowd Hall
  68. Eleanor: A Spiritual Biography: The Faith of the 20th Century's Most Influential Woman
    Eleanor: A Spiritual Biography: The Faith of the 20th Century's Most Influential Woman Harold Ivan Smith
  69. Fire Eaters: The People and Aircraft Combatting Wildfires Over the Last Century
    Fire Eaters: The People and Aircraft Combatting Wildfires Over the Last Century Peter Pigott
  70. Family, Friends and Neighbors: Stories of Murder and Betrayal
    Family, Friends and Neighbors: Stories of Murder and Betrayal Richard Estep
  71. The Cold Case Foundation: How a Team of Experts Solves Murders and Missing Persons Cases
    The Cold Case Foundation: How a Team of Experts Solves Murders and Missing Persons Cases Gregory M. Cooper, Thomas McHoes
  72. Long March to Freedom: Tom Hargrove’s Own Story of His Kidnapping by Colombian Narco-Guerrillas
    Long March to Freedom: Tom Hargrove’s Own Story of His Kidnapping by Colombian Narco-Guerrillas Thomas R. Hargrove
  73. Jane Doe January: My Twenty-Year Search for Truth and Justice
    Jane Doe January: My Twenty-Year Search for Truth and Justice Emily Winslow
  74. The Thin Blue Lie: An Honest Cop vs the FBI
    The Thin Blue Lie: An Honest Cop vs the FBI Greg Dillon
  75. On the Road with Suzy: From Cat to Companion
    On the Road with Suzy: From Cat to Companion Aleksandra Ziolkowska-Boehm
  76. Eddie Would Go: The Story of Eddie Aikau, Hawaiian Hero and Pioneer of Big Wave Surfing
    Eddie Would Go: The Story of Eddie Aikau, Hawaiian Hero and Pioneer of Big Wave Surfing Stuart Holmes Coleman
  77. The Raft: The Courageous Struggle of Three Naval Airmen against the Sea
    The Raft: The Courageous Struggle of Three Naval Airmen against the Sea Robert Trumbull
  78. Sway
    Sway Matthew John Bocchi
  79. Black Death
    Black Death Simon King
  80. From Staircase to Stage: The Story of Raekwon and the Wu-Tang Clan
    From Staircase to Stage: The Story of Raekwon and the Wu-Tang Clan Raekwon
  81. From Saturday Night to Sunday Night: My Forty Years of Laughter, Tears, and Touchdowns in TV
    From Saturday Night to Sunday Night: My Forty Years of Laughter, Tears, and Touchdowns in TV Dick Ebersol
  82. Running With My Angel: The remarkable nine lives of a devoted veteran, family man, professor, and athlete
    Running With My Angel: The remarkable nine lives of a devoted veteran, family man, professor, and athlete George O. Hallman
  83. One by One by One: Making a Small Difference Amid a Billion Problems
    One by One by One: Making a Small Difference Amid a Billion Problems Aaron Berkowitz
  84. Nothing Will Be Different: A Memoir
    Nothing Will Be Different: A Memoir Tara McGowan-Ross
  85. Narcomedia: Latinidad, Popular Culture, and America's War on Drugs
    Narcomedia: Latinidad, Popular Culture, and America's War on Drugs Jason Ruiz
  86. Last One Walking: The Life of Cherokee Community Leader Charlie Soap
    Last One Walking: The Life of Cherokee Community Leader Charlie Soap Greg Shaw
  87. Die for Me: The Terrifying True Story of the Charles Ng & Leonard Lake Torture Murders: The Terrifying True Story of the Charles Ng/Leonard Lake Torture Murders
    Die for Me: The Terrifying True Story of the Charles Ng & Leonard Lake Torture Murders: The Terrifying True Story of the Charles Ng/Leonard Lake Torture Murders Don Lasseter
  88. The Good Mothers: The True Story of the Women Who Took on the World’s Most Powerful Mafia
    The Good Mothers: The True Story of the Women Who Took on the World’s Most Powerful Mafia Alex Perry
  89. Looking Like the Enemy: My Story of Imprisonment in Japanese American Internment Camps
    Looking Like the Enemy: My Story of Imprisonment in Japanese American Internment Camps Mary Matsuda Gruenewald
  90. Michigan's Strychnine Saint: The Curious Case of Mrs. Mary McKnight
    Michigan's Strychnine Saint: The Curious Case of Mrs. Mary McKnight Tobin T. Buhk
  91. The World's Most Evil Serial Killers: Crimes that Shocked the World
    The World's Most Evil Serial Killers: Crimes that Shocked the World Paul Roland, Victor McQueen, Charlotte Greig, John Marlowe, Al Cimino, Jo Durden Smith
  92. From the Mob to the Movies: How I Escaped the Mafia and Landed in Hollywood
    From the Mob to the Movies: How I Escaped the Mafia and Landed in Hollywood Richie Salerno
  93. The Education of Clarence Three Stars: A Lakota American Life
    The Education of Clarence Three Stars: A Lakota American Life Philip Burnham
  94. Splitting the Difference: A Heart-Shaped Memoir
    Splitting the Difference: A Heart-Shaped Memoir Tré Miller Rodríguez
  95. Blood and Money
    Blood and Money Thomas Thompson
  96. Necessary Scars: A Doctor's Life in Error
    Necessary Scars: A Doctor's Life in Error Philip Berry
  97. Lowest White Boy
    Lowest White Boy Greg Bottoms
  98. Fight or Submit: Standing Tall in Two Worlds
    Fight or Submit: Standing Tall in Two Worlds Grand Chief Ronald M. Derrickson

Vælg dit abonnement

  • Over 1 million titler

  • Download og nyd titler offline

  • Eksklusive titler + Mofibo Originals

  • Børnevenligt miljø (Kids Mode)

  • Det er nemt at opsige når som helst

Den mest populære

Premium

For dig som lytter og læser ofte.

129 kr. /måned

  • 1 konto

  • 100 timer/måned

  • Eksklusivt indhold hver uge

  • Fri lytning til podcasts

  • Ingen binding

Prøv gratis

Unlimited

For dig som lytter og læser ubegrænset.

159 kr. /måned

50% rabat i 3 måneder
  • 1 konto

  • Ubegrænset timer

  • Eksklusivt indhold hver uge

  • Fri lytning til podcasts

  • Ingen binding

Start tilbuddet

Family

For dig som ønsker at dele historier med familien.

Fra 179 kr. /måned

  • 2-6 konti

  • 100 timer/måned pr. konto

  • Fri lytning til podcasts

  • Kun 39 kr. pr. ekstra konto

  • Ingen binding

Dig + 1 familiemedlem

2 konti

179 kr. /måned

Start tilbuddet

Flex

For dig som vil prøve Mofibo.

89 kr. /måned

  • 1 konto

  • 20 timer/måned

  • Gem op til 100 ubrugte timer

  • Eksklusivt indhold hver uge

  • Fri lytning til podcasts

  • Ingen binding

Prøv gratis