Hiding Out: A Memoir of Drugs, Deception, and Double Lives

“Her twisted mystery, family woes of the nastiest kind and multilayered love stories spin together to form a ‘can’t-put-down’ read.” —The Washington Post

The youngest of thirteen children in a devout Catholic family, actress and playwright Tina Alexis Allen grew up in 1980s suburban Maryland in a house ruled by her stern father, Sir John, an imposing, British-born authoritarian who had been knighted by the Pope. Sir John supported his large family running a successful travel agency that specialized in religious tours to the Holy Land and the Vatican for pious Catholics.

But Tina was no sweet and innocent Catholic girl, and she harbored a painful secret: she liked girls. When Tina was eighteen her father discovered the truth about her sexuality—and shocked her with his honest response. He, too, was gay.

The secret they shared about their sexuality brought father and daughter closer, and the two became trusted confidants and partners in a relationship that eventually spiraled out of control. Tina and Sir John spent nights dancing in gay clubs together, experimenting with drugs, and casual sex—all while keeping the rest of their family in the dark.

Outside of their wild clandestine escapades, Sir John made Tina his heir apparent at the travel agency. Drawn deeper into the business, Tina soon became suspicious of her father’s frequent business trips, his multiple passports and cache of documents, and the briefcases full of cash that mysteriously appeared and quickly vanished. Digging deeper, she uncovered a disturbing facet beyond the stunning double-life of the father she thought she knew.

“[Tina Alexis Allen] doesn’t hold back in her memoir Hiding Out.” —Teen Vogue

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Release date

E-bog: 21. november 2023